The Seventh Emerald

ME!

2008-12-27T00:00:00.003+01:00

Well this is me, the new me.
Wild, Cute n just plain innocent (Sort of... well... don't ask sis...)

Test

2008-12-26T23:53:00.001+01:00

The new me

2008-10-25T21:13:00.003+02:00

This is my current look in Second Life!

I have a bunch o other projects stealing my time and trying to wait till computer part prices drop after yearshift so I can find out what my new pc will cost me...

Unfortunatly my sponsor had to back out due to bills that he had to deal with...so I am saving on my own and with 99% of my money tied to paying back loans and insurance + retirement funds on a private account that I can not touch untill I am atleast 50.... (holy shit)

Maybe time to pick up a sidejob....

Anyways back to Second Life...

I have started to dabble in creating and modeling and find it to be rather fun.

Mixing and matching outfits for the spur of the moment and then playing with poses...

Some day I will upload some of my nicer shots....

Next Project: New Video for Wegame.com

Source : World of Warcraft

The Clan

2008-10-25T20:59:00.000+02:00

Aloof and animalistic, you belong to the Gangrel Clan. Closely associated with werewolves, you are the shapeshifting vampire. You prefer nature than to live in the city and prefer the company of animals than of humans. You are more known to keep to yourself then to help others. You are the lone wolf of the decendents of Caine.

What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

I am still out here.

2008-10-02T04:08:00.001+02:00

Just wanted to say that I am still out here, update IS comming... sometime.

[TT] Barbwire Bracer

2008-08-23T20:30:00.001+02:00

[TT] Barbwire Bracer
Originally uploaded by Mirayeth Messmer

neat barbwire put on leather bracer for your protection perfect for anyone who wishes to have one in their collection. (Leather Gloves not Included)

Second Life #My Style

2008-08-23T16:34:00.003+02:00

Welcome to MY Style in Second Life.

Kitteh Parts (Feet, Ears, Tail) : [Sn@tch]
Hat : Kickass Hat [Sn@tch]
Hair: Gilly Ruby [Philotic Energy]
TankTop: Rose Sword [Trix & Treats]
Pants: Brown Jeans [Trix & Treats]
Skin: Mira (Brown Lips) [Magic Skins]

Just a light casual mix I made since I was bored.
my favorite skin from Magic skins with just HAPPEN to have my fav name on it

Yeah what ever....

2008-08-14T13:58:00.001+02:00

Im like... what ever... and a monkey..

Anyways, Today I am supposed to look for a new Animation overider in Second Life...
I am starting to hate shopping as I never find what I need...

so... what ever... and out and stuff

2008-07-18T22:25:00.003+02:00

Today I felt a dark cloud cross my mind...
Old emotions... old thoughts... old chaos...

But a very interesting view it has given me, a cut of the otherworld...
Let me organize my thoughts...

Ever seen a Ghost? a lost soul? a wandering Spirit?
Ever heard the voice from beyond? the silent whispers of those who has passed on before?
Have you ever felt the chill of death tickle your spine?

I have both seen and touched one of the old ones! The visions they can give ... oh sweet lord...

Sponsor

2008-07-05T20:11:00.003+02:00

a close friend of mine has chosen to sponsor my PC purchase and I am like OMG WTF BBQ! atm.
I am hyper yet worried that he will overspend again!

That super silleh bugger always overspend when it comes to me!
Good heavens I am hyper this will get me teh PC I been wantin for some while!

Age of Conan here I come *wohoo*

the Radio¤ Play Two UK ¤ friggin ROCKS!!! Best damn radio I have heard for a long while!

Random Monkeys

2008-07-05T19:59:00.003+02:00

I saw moneys with bread and butter and they were going to kidnap my peanut butter...

...
....
.....

*slaps her forehead*

Oh yeah that was just a dream...

EDIT: and it was bugs... see what sorts in my SPORE videos!

Second Life #New Stuff

2008-07-01T21:50:00.003+02:00

Yeah so I have gotten myself some new stuff lately...
Just making a short note to show some of it...

Clothes from Pretty n Punk ... Foxy Betty in Black
Hair from Deviant Kitties ...Cili
and Skin & Eyes from Magic Skins ... Julia - Brown Lips
Couch is also from the creator of magic skins - cute isent it ;)
The tattoos I found on SLX (Tiger Stripes)
Modded Shape from MAdesigns
Boots from nevermore (Bitchcraft Boots
Ears/Tail : Kitsune from Hybrid

hope I didnt forgett anything ;)

Second Life & Tiny Empires

2008-06-28T11:01:00.002+02:00

I have a goal again in Tiny Empires in Second Life.
This new goal means that I am going to become Duchess of Gianfar (another 170+ Acres)
and then I will see where it takes me... maybe I go all the way to princess and maybe I do not.

Princess Mirayeth Messmer... naaah does not have the right ring to it...

Defenition of RLR

2008-06-14T06:05:00.001+02:00

RLR = Real Life Related

With means it is connected to my personal real life and thus I reveal a bit about myself here...
these posts are rare and often contain deep thought or just a hint on how I feel for the moment.
Please treat these posts with caution... if they make you feel sad... STOP READING!

RLR: a tricky situation

2008-06-14T05:22:00.003+02:00

I have found myself in a tricky situation here...
There is so much I want to do, so much I want to own...places I want to see...
Yet spending money on myself... I can not do it...

Let me give you an example so you understand what I am dealing with each and every day and why life in Second Life can be a living hell for me as it is easy to overspend....

Let us say I buy a new gaming system.... we pick.... the wii... no no special reason for that pick...
I buy all i need to play and a couple of games that seem cool... but after a few days when the big hype has gone over it strikes me that I am feeling down again and even worse feeling sad because I spent so much money on myself.... But it gave me happiness for a while....

Travel you say? See the world? no... I can't ...
I tend to find the bad side of any place that others would find so wonderful or great....
and during my entire trip I look up how much money I have wasted on myself .... even if I have fun for the moment I get quickly sad....

so what I am basically trying to tell you here is that I am split...
my world is twisted I am so confused..... and scared .... I know where it all leads...

I know it will all sound random but..... one part of me wants a new PC, a few gaming systems and maybe a few games to play (and maybe a few friends to play with) and the other part just wants to go hide somewhere dark....

I play very few games as I am shy person and don't really dare approach someone if I need to get help with a quest or something like that and I never have the PATIENCE to learn to be a good player in the class I choose to be....

Right now I am feeling so very extremely down.... I just wish I could get off this stinking world that chaos rules and go to some world were order rules.... somewhere I will find peace....

I am playing LOTRO alone because I do not dare to ask for group and alone it is so meh...
Being alone in life SUCKS! If you have someone you can curl up with and be with... for gods sake DO THAT BEFORE IT IS TOO LATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Life is short, way much shorter then you would think....

If you hold someone dear, tell them.
If you love someone, show it to them and tell them you do.
If you can hug someone, do it alot!

Don't just sit there and read this crap.....go hug someone...
I wish... I had someone to hug right now

Flash Update

2008-05-29T17:32:00.002+02:00

some more videos has been added to my youtube account.
a small party, some fun with friends and .....

Well I cant remember... go and watch ;)
- Mira

no rest for the wicked

2008-05-15T18:44:00.003+02:00

Just as the topic says, theres no rest for the wicked or the evil.... or एबी

Well anyhow I do like working just that I could use with another vacation [-.-]

Happy Birthday to me!

2008-05-08T11:28:00.002+02:00

Okay so it is my brithday well ... it was, and I got such sweet gifts from my SL Family..
Best of all the kitty based products from my sis that I have wanted to buy but never got money for so that saved a long day :) bestest stuff I ever seen.

Now I am trying to wake up properly but it aint easy.

The Shelter

2008-04-15T12:44:00.002+02:00

Right so I was back at the shelter this morning and I had LOADS of fun with the people there.
I have "so" missed the request system as I been spoiled with Live DJ's ;P

I even liked seeing the newbies drop in as they had not yet been perverted by porn.
Well not in open chat at least & what goes in their mind I don't know.
Might return again when I am bored and it is late.

SL SHOPS : Paws 4 Thought & Lamont Designs

2008-04-11T00:16:00.004+02:00

Today I am bringing news of two new shops on walleye.

First if Paws 4 Thought for you kitteh related bits, managed by Zenobia Fimicoloud
She has cheap kitty photo's and a sweet cheap kitty gym...
and now even other kitty based products, so if your kitty is in need of good and cheap furniture take a stop here first.

Second shop is Lord Lamont Designs, managed by Myravon Lamont.
His products are rather unusual and should be seen in world...
Keep an eye out for his rather strange but amusing tee's and banners/photo's

Both are very helpfull and sweet persons and should be honored for all the help they are willing to give incase there is a problem with an item.

Beck-Nemeth 1940's Dance Hall

2008-03-18T22:58:00.006+01:00

"Come take a trip down memory lane at this new 40's themed Dance hall - plenty of room to chill with friends or swing the night away with that special someone"

This is a little dance hall located near a 1940's Themed Mall that I have been at and I must say it looks GREAT!!! If you need somewhere to dance the night away, do it here!
It is quiet spot (so far) so hurry up and get here while you can!

The music is sweet old themed (not what is being played in my video btw)
The creators are very sweet persons too as I know them somewhat personally..
Feel free to drop in with someone special and grab a dance.

I for once will try to get someone to dance with here sometime...
Oh yeah, check out my Youtube clip about this place..

BOOOBIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-03-18T12:51:00.003+01:00

Yes, I promised that this post would c0ntain BOOBIES!
and without further delay I will present them to you....

The Boobie bird! Aint they simply beautiful? I love these birds!
Right now I have to rush off, monkeys are painting my car pink and I want it green...

Oh... I don't think I own a car... or do I?

Next post! an early warning

2008-03-17T12:26:00.002+01:00

Next post will contain something requested by an reader that did not wish to disclose his/her name. but I will add it anyways...

Next post will contain a photo on a beautiful pair of boobies!
yep, I will actually do it!

Those that want to see it, please wait for next post!

New Direction

2008-03-14T12:49:00.002+01:00

Due to the fact that some ... posts and images that I will put up this is better marked as an Adult Blog. I can not be held towards any harm made by reading these random blogposts!

If you experience heartache, headache, runny noose, toenail ache, feeling dizzy, hairgrowth, hairloss, wear glasses, feeling cold or just generally feeling anything please stop reading at once and headbang the closest soft pillow for consulting what you feel. =^.^=

Right, you have been warned!

... Not that anyone would actually fall for anything I write...

They are here!!!

2008-03-11T13:09:00.002+01:00

The clowns are here to eat me!!!
Their all over, even in the peanut butter and jellybean sandwich!!!

Oh... wait... that was just a dream...

Second Life Home

2008-03-10T18:43:00.002+01:00

Right let us try this again... above image is me at my home in Second Life.
My sweet and dear sister made this for me and the name is Sunflower Cottage.
I am blessed in owning this place and theres no chance in hell that I ever will let go of it!

This is where I spend time when I feel that I wish to be alone or just listen to random music.
Sure the land is open as I have chosen to keep it that way (easier then maintaining an access list) and those whom bother me will just get a boot to the head... No I am not kidding...

I love my home, will fight for it tooth and claw.

Home again

2008-03-08T13:00:00.002+01:00

Due to unexpected events beyond my control I have been forced to leave Italy and return home to Sweden early, we have so much to learn about hospitality here and to not judge so easily.

Anyways my little kitty was going bonkers and wanted mommy to come home..
At least that is someone who is happy to see me...

Was visited in Second Life by an old close friend of mine, looking just as good as ever...

Now I just need to do the laundry and stuff...in RL...
Wonder why right clicking the laundry don't get me a delete option...
Anyways, in a way its good to be home but I am gonna miss my friend so very much....
I hope she accepts my Invitation and come to me, then she can eat our junk pizza's ...

I feel fat...eaten too much yummy pizza...
- Miss Messmer.

I-T-A-L-Y! and Stuff

2008-03-03T14:10:00.002+01:00

The pizza here is amazing!
I sit here in Naples and eat Pizza that my friend bought home...God what a taste...
I feel so refreshed and loved in heart that it is amazing, I have gotten a TON of respect and love from the people here and thats BEFORE they understand I am swedish... god it even gets MORE lovely once they do... what is it with the world and love for swedish people???

Okay so I am a tower... short of a giant in length terms... *coughs* 6'1 (grown yet again) and thats with normal shoes/boots with low heels...

Good heavens this country is simply brilliant... I am in love with the country...
If I ever get the chance of moving here I will bloody well take it!

I feel like I have come home...
Oh yes... regarding coming home I guess I will soon...
Around the 18th of March I start the journey home again to my big sorrow... I love my friend and her family they are so beautiful!! She has gotten a sweet husband and a riot to kid...
If I ever get married I might adopt a kid of my own to love and care for (Due to Genetic flaws I.have in my body...I will not give birth to my own... don't think I can either..)

Anyways I am gonna watch old movies and eat pizza today... me and my friend and her kid.
They have tons of cartoons and many in english (cause I don't understand Italian)
Anyways gotta go, my pizza is gettin cold

Vacation... woohoo!

2008-02-27T13:46:00.004+01:00

I am officially going to be going on a Vacation!!!
Damn its been a while since I last had time to go and travel, I have plenty of cash to spend on a good trip and if needed I can still be reached trough a certain pack of people...

I will try to log on to Messenger once in a while and read my E-Mail.

I have been feeling a little bit strange at late and started to understand what I am feeling...
The most scary thing was starting to happen... I was turning into a DRAMA QUEEN!!
Good heavens... I cant imagine how deep this stuff in my heart goes...

My mind gets jealous and paints up a Scenario and in my heart it becomes real...
*Blushes Deeply* My thoughts have been quite... effective at late...
To think I had started to fall for a married man...again...why do I never learn...
I need to control what I feel and keep my mind in check...

I need this vacation to clear my mind, heart and soul of all those thoughts and feelings.
Once I get back I need to do something VERY important ... Apologize...
The Train to the Airport leaves Friday morning at 9AM...
I wont be back for about 2 Weeks and then I will see how I feel if I can go back to Second Life or if I need to go back to work directly....

When I come back to Second Life I really need to Dance again...
I need to expand my friend network, get more people to party with... hang out with...
But first... Vacation...

This year I plan to visit Italy and a good friend of mine who lives there...
She has promised to help me with translation from English to Italian and Italian to English..
God bless ya dear, I have missed you so very much...

to those whom are reading my little blog, thank you very much.
I will try to update now and then but knowing how SLOW Internet can get in those public places.
don't hold your breath waiting for it to happen...

These two days to go (today and Thursday) I will spend resting, packing and meditating.
.... and praying... (even tho god and me ain't best of partners)

Special notes...

Timothy: Sorry I hurt you, I just cant control it... was turning into Drama Queen
Myravon: Thanks for placing out my items again and giving me my work back... even tho i do not really deserve it after what i did..
My dear sister: I am sorry for the pain I caused, I have been living in the past for far to long, been banging my head with rocks for way to long... words alone can not say how sorry I am for turning out this way and not properly taking care of it all....
I will explain what is up when I get back ... cant do it here since it is public... I am so VERY sorry for this all tho, I need to be able to forgive myself for all that I have done...and not done...
To make it short... YES I have been Jealous!

You have a VERY STRONG MAGNETIC PERSONALITY!!!

Don't even think on arguing with me on that part, I am right.. ask Myra & Tim!!

Marla... mom... I am gonna miss you... take care of Polly for me, I think he is scared of me ;)
Aniko your like a sister to me... I will miss you too, take care of mum

- Lady Mirayeth Messmer, Drama Queen Extrodinare

Damned Hells... I am doing it all over again!

2008-02-25T04:47:00.002+01:00

I knew it! I am doing it all over again...
I don't think Second Life is good for my mind or heart and I must now consider Ending the legacy of Miss Messmer before it even had a chance to take Root...

I regret buying so much stuff, wasting so much money on it... money I can not earn back.

Today I am considering quitting the world called Second Life...
All I seem to do is go around hurting friends and family ... breaking the main rule of them all...
NO DRAMA!

I am like the worst sort of Drama queen this world has ever imagined at times and I can not trust anything or anyone it seems, I doubt everyone for the worst possible things.
my brothers... my dear sisters... gods what am I doing.... I need to stop...

My mind is failing me, it is getting worse and worse for each passing day....
I feel broken, doomed ....I am too full of hate...

I doubt I can remain in the state I am in for long, I should withdraw from the thing Causing it...
But I don't know if I can... It is a drug... yes... thats right...
Second Life is a DRUG for me AGAIN!

Either I need to pick up dancing again or another job to feed my addictions...
or leave it all together in risk of loosing touch with those I hold dear....

If that is what I must do to get peace of mind... so be it...
my dear brother will be given my account with all it has and I will never bother them again.
I think I am going to need professional help with this mind....

If this break don't help ... then it will be farewell...

DELETED

2008-02-24T01:40:00.004+01:00

POST WIPED DUE TO ILLEGAL MONKEYS IN MY BUTTER!

OMGZ THEIR STEALING MY CAR!

oh wait... I don't own a car... and if I did it would not be in my Butter...

***Post will be added again later

OMG!!!! SHOE!!!

2008-02-22T00:16:00.005+01:00

I was over at my sisters place today in SL and OMFG its sooo sweet place.
a friend of sis was over and showed up a shoe he had made out of full prim...
I HAD TO SNAPSHOT IT! I just HAD TO!!! It looks so blasted real it made ME drool!!!

Ain't those shoes just GREAT!? Thanks for showing them !!
EDIT: Guess who got 3 of them totally free ;)

Something or the other...

2008-02-21T01:20:00.004+01:00

Well... so I guess I am writing again...
Got a bloody headache from thinking so insanely much and working too late...
I felt like being mystical and sexy at same time so I mixed up with a look that I enjoy..

Making a little list in case I forget what to wear...

Shape : Custom Build (Mira 2)
Skin : [ND] Alina - "Spotlight Gurl" Ebony
Pants ::: B@R ::: Black Brizard
Cape: [SP] (Weathered) Leather Trench (open clean)
Hair: The GL - Peaches - Reds
Glasses : Primoptic Arach
Ears + Tail : Hybrid Kitsune

~Mirayeth Messmer, Mystic Traveler of Ela-Ishtel ~

Hello...

2008-02-18T13:55:00.005+01:00

Oh hello... you are back and reading this...
Well its just a quickie to show off one of my looks...
a couple of Second Life snapshots....

I was going around shopping and good music came on so I had to dance...

Emergency Break

2008-02-10T16:10:00.001+01:00

Starting today, Sunday Feburary 10th I am taking a break from SL and Internet.
I need to visit doc on monday...

Things are going WAY wrong and I need to deal with this.

Timmeh, Sorka... Myra... I am so terribly sorry for what I did...
I need to take time out and think on things.... I am also very sorry that I can not explain why I am feeling the way I do for then I would not be able to ever come back....

Just.... things that i feel that I should not feel...
Hoping its not what i think it is... if so I am damned beyond understanding.

Youtube & Stuff

2008-02-01T21:28:00.000+01:00

This is just small post to give links to my Facebook profile and to my Youtube Channel.
Nothing special about either, Its just for referance and backup incase I ever forget lol.

Youtube Account
Facebook Profile : Mirayeth

Depression hits like a rock to the face

2008-01-30T21:50:00.000+01:00

Today I am really down and out, heavy down feelings hit me like a rock to the face because I did not take my medications, hell I have not taken them for a few days as I am low on them.

I am feeling ugly, worthless, hopeless and useless to a starter...
Always have this feeling of being an outsider and in the way...

so I have taken my medication and now pray it will work before I do something dumb.
I have had many factors go wrong over the last couple of days but tonight something broke again deep inside of me, yet another crystal keeping down the darkness within me has cracked and now its darkness slowly flow within me again.... I have many unsolved emotions and experiences from my past and actually a couple from what seem to be my life before this one...

Confusion, Pain.... Hunger.... Anger... Sorrow and Fear all mixed in a hellish pot alongside greed and hate...
Why I feel this way? I know why but dare not write it... unless I do... yeah...That works....
बेकाउसे इ ऍम वोर्थ्लेस अत कीपिंग में ऎंड इ अल्वाय्स फाल फॉर थे व्रोंग सोर्ट ऑफ़ में
Thats the universal key to everything... I feel so useless and empty.
I miss my friends but will just drag them down to my level and beat them with experience.

It feel like my heart has been ripped into a million pieces and then taped back together by someone who don't really care if its done right or wrong.

Chaos flows in my blood, Darkness flows in my heart.... I am feeling like I wanna cry but I can not cry anymore, the tears will not form so the sorrow remain deep inside of me...
Cutting and tearing into my soul and spirit.... pain with no ending... sorrow so overpowering।

I do not have many of these crystals left within me... there are Thirteen Crystals you are born with ... no more and no less ... Many things have hit me and these crystals has silently drawn in everything sad and bad during the years and slowly been filled to the brim....
Nine of these crystals has been broken during the years I have lived due to overburdening and the dark feelings has flown within me and I have done very bad things....

I have trouble trusting my life to strangers, changing whom I am for the one I fall in love with..
I can not be what they need and what they want as it is not me...

Tonight I just want to cry so badly! But I can not do it, I just can not do it!
Four Crystals left... when the final crystal breaks darkness and sorrow will consume me..
It is not a matter of if they will break, it is a matter of when they will break and if I am going to be ready for the heartache that will follow... If there was a method to repair these crystals I would love to know how... or to replace them with new ones...

I feel my medication working... so I better put an end to this long post.
Doubt I ever will write something this long or... Personal again.

- Miss Messmer

They are Working & Im out Shopping

2008-01-28T00:03:00.000+01:00

I know they are working on something and they wont let me know what...
This is so frustrating that I do not know what is happening....

*mutters foul words under her breath*

Curiosity is gonna kill me if I don't find out soon!

*Sighs and shaker her head*

Hopeless... Totally Hopeless...
I really gotta find out why he has been so very happy recently that Wolf of mine...
Oh well I guess I have to wait...

Anyways onto next subject.. me... Shopping.

Saw one HOT dress today and I WANT it so bad but it cost too much...
and then that ARMOR oh god I think I would faint...
I also looked at some shapes today but none had the face I wanted... sux...

Down with the Sickness

2008-01-27T10:14:00.000+01:00

Well so it happened.

I am down with the sickness... a terrible headache and a horrible cough along high fever...
Having hard time keeping food down or liquid but I know I must have both.

OK so maybe liquid is more important then food but I LIKE FOOD!!!

In the community world of Second Life I have hidden myself from ALL my friends as I am feeling kinda anti-social and slight hostile (sorry Timmeh, knew you were on but hid myself)

Today I feel little better but not 100% so I am still hostile and I don't wanna end up hurting friends anymore as it will hurt me more then it will ever hurt them.
Can't imagine that I already been in Second Life for a whole year....

and this one goes out to my daft fleb of a brother: I am a big girl, can fix my own party you nutter

World of Warcraft Toons #1: Frauhl the Huntsman

2008-01-23T02:19:00.001+01:00

Meet Maestro Frauhl, my mad Blood Elf hunter.

Why a male character you ask?
I answer with a question of my own... WHY NOT?

This is a fantasy Role Playing game so I can be what ever or whom ever I want.

I do not need to be female because I am in real life and I don't demand males to not use Female chars if they feel like using them, after all we are pretty and they are Cool and its just a game.
Anyways I really like playing him and leveling him.

I recently reached Level 62 with both him and his pet cat and well still not done in the "old" world.

I hope to do some dungeons soon (if I ever get TIME for it) but Well I like Second Life...
Some day I might try to remake Frauhl in other games to spread the coolness that he is.

Mr. Frauhl is known for his dry sarcastic humor and his bad habit of pulling too much agro.
Not much seem to Interest him... other then cold hard cash.

a small farewell

2008-01-22T00:58:00.000+01:00

This makes me sad to write but I guess it happens to us all at some point in our epic adventures in Second Life... this is a small farewell to two of my close friends that I will miss forever!!

Abel Solomon and Marla Fall who now have fallen out of Second Life for good.
It was breaking up their real life and thus they took and left it.

Farewell my friends, We whom are left behind will miss you...
...You could have left a better message telling me why, kinda hurts to find out from a third part that you are no longer gonna be with me ....

Mirayeth Messmer .... one sad kitty

New Town, New Life

2008-01-17T11:15:00.000+01:00

Well, so now I am sittin here in a netcafe in my new town with a cup o mocca.
I am very tired and dont give much of a फुक्क atm about anything.

First day and some अस्शोले as to come along and mess with my day...
I so chewed his ears off with foul words and comments...

so now when I have met the city rat I wonder what else fun I will find here.
maybe the city's arse will come along... wonder how long it will take untill people find out im single... I just wish they could understand I am NOT looking....

I have allready been hit on by 3 diffrent guys and told em all to go play hide and f*ck yerselves!
Want my Internet... BADLY.. or WORK what ever comes first...

Train trip was fun, being off the train... not fun
gettin cat into cage at old home... easy... gettin cat OUT of cage at new home.... not easy
Little devil has been a nice lil kitty all trip long and has ALLREADY PEED ON MY NEW CARPET! The speed train was best idea I had so far, Saved alot of time

I have some friends of my boss over (yeah im good mate with my boss so what? Jealous?)
Now I need to get back home .... hope I remember this place for later...

Will try to write on sunday

*Big hugs to Timothy, Sorka and Myravon... my three mozt important SL peeps"

Stressy day ahead!

2008-01-15T00:50:00.000+01:00

Well it seems like I missed doing a Blog for Monday and today...
so lets be a good girl and combine both...

I have played so my Warcraft 3 now that my head spins and I see the units plot against me in my dreams (the few I get) it is the 15th and I am hyper!

Tomorrow is the big day when i move so it will be at least a day before I can blog again..
Keeping this short and good as i am sleepy...

*Hugz* Timmeh

I have a few SL projects that I will have to write down before I forget them and so I can work on them once I get internet again...

Sunday, January 13th 2008 : 2 More Days

2008-01-13T19:28:00.000+01:00

Well so its Sunday and end of the weekend...
I am Hyper and Nervous the closer it gets to Wednesday the more hyper I get...
so it is finally time to move in Real Life and I look forward to it greatly..

Last night I got the gift to my Second Life Sister done, all thanks to Timmeh that stayed up very late to help me script the darn thing.... but it is done and I love it :D
Ty timothy you are a star! *Hugs*

Tonight was party night with DJ Snarl but as usual I had too much stuff running on my brain to be able to enjoy it properly... I have many projects in my mind with I need to try and build... if I can find out how to make the bloody prims for them.... Why cant they read my mind and build themselves after that? Pffft would be too easy I guess...

I installed Warcraft 3 + Expansion pack today and started playing it...
For the first time I have beaten the Human Missions without cheating once!! Go me!

2 More days I have to spend in this apartment... then I finally will be doing the moving!
Gods I am so sleepy today and I yet to finish the scourge missions ....
I wanna sleep but I cant do it right now cause I am hyper....

I guess I am gonna do some reading and then go to sleep... or try.
/End of Blog for Sunday

Dear Diary #1

2008-01-12T17:33:00.000+01:00

Dear Diary...

Today I feel like crap, everything that can go wrong HAS gone wrong today.
I just wish I never got up today, Should have stayed in the frigging bed all day.

I feel down and very depressed and can't take my medication for another 2 hours...
so I guess I am gonna try and sleep some more once my mind settle down...
I don't even feel like playing Cabal with I downloaded, nor World of Warcraft or anything.

Today it feels like someone ripped my heart out, chewed on it, stomped on it and then threw it back in upside down... so tonight I am going to cry...

It is going to be a long night in more then one way...
No appetite either so I can not even EAT properly...

- M.Messmer

Question('s) of the Week #1 January 2008

2008-01-11T20:20:00.000+01:00

This is the start of the Weekly question or questions that pops into my mind...
Just something totally random that often have no logical answer or is just plain to dumb to answer but it is still a question that runs around in circles on my brain...
I will pick a subject and then spur up as many questions as I can about it...
If YOU as reader feel that you have an answer to these feel free to drop a comment.
and if I am bored I might actually seek out some answers...and list them here.
Right so lets get this started shall we...

Q:Potatoes!
Thats right good folks, this week subject is potatoes....
1. When was the first Potato found?
2. How did they know it was eatable?
3.Why are they claimed to be so "healthy"?
4. Who found out they had to be boiled?
5. Who came up with the word Potato?
6. Where was first sight of potato?
7. What was the first meal served with potatoes?
8. Who discovered that there was more then one sort of Potatoes?
9. When was the first oven-baked potato served?
10. Why do I hate potatoes so much?

Random Rumble from the Furry Side #1

2008-01-11T10:05:00.000+01:00

It is 10am a Friday morning and I am totally exhausted.
Met my friend Cat Dude earlier this morning and that was fun at least.

Looked up my new sky-box and it is VERY cute, for being 20x20x10 Meters its spacy...
Now I just need to understand why I should put it up...
and where to find the land I need ...

Tonight starts party nights again with the Syndicate.
Snarls kicks it off as usual with Tiki Lounge at 4-6PM SLT
Then we have Club DiamondZ from 6-8PM SLT...
and Final event scheduled for today is Club N9NE 8-10pm SLT

Here is an quick note for those confused : ( SLT = Second Life Time )

I am gonna try to be around for the first and maybe the second event I am not sure on the third as that is VERY late for me and I don't know how long I must be awake tonight....

::MOVING::
I hate moving, there is just so much to do... old apartment is to be Inspected and the keys are to be handed over and then I have 11 Hours on the train to look forward to.... naaaarf....
I should have taken a night train so I could have slept 90% of the trip but nooo I have to pick the early dumb morning train...

::GAMES::
Right... so what has happened in games since last time?

.WoW
I have died a few more times, I suck as everything but hunter as they are Easy mode...
I have leveled 2 hunters beyond lvl 60 and now I am working on a THIRD hunter.... god I suck.
Still no time to raid for Epic gear and no wish to do PvP for the Arena/PvP gear....

..Maple Story
I died again... my keyboard reacts to slow to my commands...
Either that or the game just don't like me....
Could help if I actually KNEW someone to play with....

::MUSIC::
lets see... I got my hands on some new music... some "cold chisel" and they are pretty good.
Thats everything for this part as thats the only new music I have found...

Bored & Alone

2008-01-10T08:13:00.000+01:00

Well I am pretty much always alone here in second life...
Guess I am too different to really enjoy a good conversation with todays Second Life Players.
When my close friends are off-line for what ever reason it now may be I stand alone and bored.

It all makes me feel a bit down and I know that is no good feeling for me (Taking medication for Depression here so well...) yeah I fly a bit above the Isabel Info-Hub with nothing happening what so ever here and I feel trashed as it is ...8.16 am in the fucking morning!!!

Either I go find some live event or I go to sleep, not decided what yet...
I miss my friend Timothy as he is always so cool...

Anyways I guess I end for the day

Bloggin

2008-01-04T01:00:00.000+01:00

Well I guess I will start with out with a little hello and welcome...
Nothing much to see here yet but I will get there!

Most will be about Second Life and Games and what happens and how many times I die and if possible some snapshots or videos...